Tattoos – Present and Future

What tattoo do you want and where would you put it?

When I was a young adult, I thought tattoos were ugly and something for regret.

You know the corny story of the person who gets their lovers name put on their body and then they split up…Or you get a band’s cartoon logo put on your leg and they fall out of favour….

(It’s almost as if I know living examples of this!)

Growing up in a conservative Christian home, tattoos weren’t talked about, but the general attitude was they were sinful. I guess that was partly because of God’s Word, but mostly because the kind of people who had tattoos were generally leather clad and maybe involved in organised crime. The tattoos also were generally ugly. Ugly in nature and execution.

A few of my friends in this decade had tattoos and my closest girl friends and I all got the same tattoo as a stamp of allegiance to our friendship.

I was one of the last to get it. I deliberated for a couple of years about the best place to “hide” it and how big to get it. I had been at a wedding where I saw an older lady who had a pretty floral dress in with strappy heels and, with what looked like a grey blob on the outside of her ankle. That alone made me determined to put our logo in a place where it would be hidden once I got older.

So on a visit to one of my girl friends in Townsville, I got it done about the size of a 10 cent piece. In a dodgy tattoo pool bar above a pub. (Looking back – definite face palm)

Over the next day, caring for the abused skin, I  came to the realisation, I was filled with regret.

It was too small!

Somewhere in the years between the 80’s and 2000’s, tattooing moved from being worn by a niche demographic and into the main stream. It became an acceptable and attractive career path for artists. Creative, talented men and women were doing beautiful pieces of art in permanent skin ink. In the 2000s, we saw the rise, via Foxtel, of shows like LA Ink and Miami Ink. About the same time a show appeared of artists who did tattoo cover ups.  Taking peoples youthful mistakes, or poorly executed ideas, and covering them with something beautiful.

I watched all these shows and was impressed by the thoughtfulness that went into deciding what was put on their bodies and the beauty of what could be. I realised I could get the old tiny tattoo covered up and redo the image. So I did.

The bird cover up and the friendship symbol with the Celtic cross.

This time I did more research and I followed a number of Tattoo parlours on Instagram. In the end it was with a friends recommendation that I chose Second Skin Tattoo in Townsville. I had a traditional blue bird to cover the first tattoo and the symbol done much larger.

It was so much better and I soon started thinking of what I could get done next.  It could be my personality type,  but I found that once you start, you want more.

Wanting to honour my faith in God led to searching for cross images. Which turned up Celtic imagery. This linked in beautifully with my ancestry. And so a Celtic styled cross was tattoo number 3. (Or 2 if we are counting what is visible now) Still in a coverable position. Again by Dan at Second Skin Tattoos.

About 7 or 8 years ago, a relative was doing family history and so the family motto from centuries ago was discovered. It was in Welsh, for although what could be traced of our ancestry led back to Ireland, our family name went further back and was originally Welsh origin.

As the motto was a confession of faith in God,  it appealed to me. Strangely, not being Welsh speaking, I decided the family motto should be in English. And so it was added to my back by Dan at Second Skin. Sometimes visible depending on what shirt I wear.

Without God there is nothing, with God – enough.

Since then, I have had a couple more ideas for tattoos, a thigh piece and a wrist piece. Whatever happened to hiding the tattoos, hey!!

Obviously, I have not yet acted on them. Part of that is a money thing and part is a hesitance thing. I’m older now and maybe the desire to kick over the traces has been partially quenched.

Time will tell. 

Do you have a tattoo story? Leave me a comment!

Wearables Project Quilting 15.5

Goodness this was a challenge. I’ve made clothes for most of my teenage and young adult life, so I was very unchallenged by this week’s challenge.

Then I thought, hang on you don’t applique, or embroider and you’ve got jeans that need “repair” (according to my Aunt at least).

Now that’s a challenge!

I also had doilies I had been collecting to do “something” with. Finding them was a challenge as well.

Trawling the internet, and Pintrest I found a number of ideas to try – probably too many. Lol. I chose to do reverse applique, a bunch of random stitches, and try out Sashiko, the Japanese form of decorative repair.

Having such a big hole was probably a bit difficult for a first go. Lol
This one is my favourite!
Hand stitching applique is not easy!
What a hot mess!

As you can see from the photos, I met with varying success attempting embroidery. It may have been a step too far to try and embroider and reverse applique dolies with such random holes.

By far the most successful was the round hole that I trimmed down and used a small doilie. I have fallen in love with Sashiko and will need to find more places to use it. It’s a bit like a labeller for me, I want to sashiko everything now!!

I also got to learn French knots and am on the way to being fairly successful with them. My back stitch needs more practise, I struggle to keep it straight!

I’m sure I’ll have ample scope for practise as a lot of my clothes are aging – and I can only fit into a select few at the moment.

The next lot are going to have sashiko on top of regular applique!

Dog Poop Bag Review

After I got my dog, and being a bit of a greenie (only a smidge, no tree hugger here, don’t stop reading now), I wanted to make sure that the poop bags weren’t adding to the world’s plastic problems.

I did a bit of research and started using Oh Crap! bags. Then through the hot dry summer of 2019/2020 (yes a year ago) my rubbish bin really stank. I guess the heat broke the cornstarch bags down just a smidge too fast. As I ran low on stock and lost my full time employment, I started to rethink my options and started an investigation into environmentally friendly dog poop bags.

The group I chose to road test…or poop test as the case was.

The claims were out there, but the more I read, the more I realised it wasn’t straightforward. Not all biodegradable bags are equal. Plastics can still be found in some bags.

Over the course of 2020, I’ve used the following five Australian-sourced brands that claim environmental benefits. I did not look at cheap plastic from department or pet stores and also reused Oh Crap! in cooler weather to see how it performed. None of the below links get me anything, they are purely convenient for you. 🙂

Tailz Tailz Biodegradable Dog Poo Bags – Tailz Biodegradable Dog Poop Bags | Eco Friendly | Australian Certified Compostable

OhCrap Oh Crap Dog Poop Bags® – Australia’s No1 Non Plastic Poop Bag – Oh Crap®

BioBag BioBag Compostable and Biodegradable Bags | Flora & Fauna Australia (floraandfauna.com.au)

BioTuff Biotuff Earth Friendly Compostable Bags

Beco Beco Bags Eco Friendly Poop Bags – Single Roll 300 pack (petstock.com.au)

I scored the brands on price, environmental claims, then my favourite after using. I hope this analysis is helpful for those of you searching to be a responsible dog owner. One thing I thought was good too, was that both BioBag and BioTuff offer other rubbish bags as well. Potentially making them better options if you want to purchase all your greenie bags in one place.

CompanyAvailableMade FromCertificationPostageCostPer Bag Cost
Beco BagsPet Stock in store
petstock.com.au
Plant Resin & Polymers*OK Compost
*TUV Home 50329
*EN13432
*ASTM D6400
* Free Postage
* In Store Purchase
60x$11.99
120x$16.99
270x$21.99
0.19983
0.141583
0.0814
Biobagbiobagworld.com.au
biome.com.au
nourishlife.com.au
flora&fauna.com.au
polyethylene free Free Postage2500x$265
50x$5.30
0.106
0.106
Bio Tuffbiotuff.com.auplant-based compostable
GMO Free
*Aus Std A54736
*AS5810 Home Compostable
*EN13432
*USA ASTM *D6400
*Japan Green Pla
$6.5060x$9.80 (W Dispenser)
60x$7.70
2400x$214
0.1633

0.1283
0.08916
Oh Crap!ohcrap.com.aucornstarch*ASTM 6400
TUV Austria
*OK Home Compost
*IS017088:2012
*EN13432
*ASTM D6400
$9.50 Flat Road40x$12.99 (free postage)
180x$29.99
380x$44.99
0.32475
0.21938
0.14339
Tailztailz.com.auBioplastics cornstarch
no micro plastics
 *Home Compost AS 5810
*Indust Compost AS4736
Free postage180x$29.99
240x$37.99
75x$19.99 (W dispenser)
0.1666
0.158291
0.26653
Pricing captured mid 2020

On price, I rated the bags:

  • 1 Beco – You can save $2.40 on having an autoshipment set up.
  • 2 BioTuff
  • 3 Biobag – The pricing listed is from Biobag World site
  • 4 OhCrap
  • 5 Tailz

On environmental claims, I rated the bags:

  • 1&2 BioTuff – both these companies have similar certification
  • 1&2 Oh Crap
  • 3&4 Biobag – both these companies have similar certification
  • 3&4 Tailz
  • 5 Beco Bags These take 1-5 years to break down in the environment. Under the right conditions.

My favourite bags to use rating:

  • 1 Oh Crap – Great bag, good feel, sometimes difficult to open. Decent size for all quantities of poop.
  • 2 Tailz – Great bag for large dogs! Again sometimes difficult to open, but I guess that might be a normal occurrence with the sort of material. Has handles for easy tie off.
  • 3 Biobag – These bags come in a freezer bag style flat pack rather than a roll, so not as convenient to carry with you. They had a hole in the top and some confusing instructions on the bag on how to tie it off. A large bag though, for those whose dogs really take a dump!
  • 4 BioTuff – These were very easy bags to use, and had handle which made for easy tying off. But they were small. If you have a medium, large or just a big pooper, don’t bother trying these.
  • 5 Beco bags – I needed to lick my fingers to be able to open these bags, and they were fairly tough to tear off the roll.

After all of that, I have decided to stick with Oh Crap bags, but there are other options out there if necessary. It may be that your dog is a terrific pooper and you need the size of Tailz or BioBag. Either way, I hope you found this a helpful piece.

Birds in the Air – Project Quilting Challenge 11.4

This is only my second time entering the challenge and maybe I might have chosen the wrong week. *self-derisive smirk* I’ve been busy with the two casual jobs I’ve got and struggling withwithers mental and emotional aspects of finding a permanent job.

I also needed inspiration to get back into sewing and Challenge Quilts is a great way to do it.

I love making practical things, rather than something you hang on the wall. And hand towels for the kitchen are one of my favorites.

I thought I would do birds flying across the top of the cow/farm towel. A lack of planning ended in a hot mess that I had to force myself to finish off.

So I chose to start again with a small square. I made sure I planned it out this time and it was looking great until I attached the worst binding I have ever done.

Thankfully it doesn’t look quite as bad as I thought it might.

I really enjoyed quilting it, so now that I’ve got my sewing groove back, I’ll do some more. I want to try free motion quilting, I’ve been putting it off.

Black Tuesday 50th Anniversary

Tuesday 7th February 2017 – Today marks 50 years since fires ravaged southern Tasmania, for the first time entering suburbia and coming within two kilometres of the Hobart Post Office. Like Canberra in 2003, people still had the idea that bush fires only happened in the bush. Indeed, other fires like the Black Friday fires of 1939, whilst destroying 5 townships, was confined to the alpine and bushland areas of the mountains.

The winter and spring of 1966 had been wet, meaning that there was an unusual amount of plant growth. Come November however, Tasmania was treated to the hottest and driest summer since 1885. February 1967 arrived, with high temperatures, low humidity and very strong winds from the north west. One hundred separate fires were burning by the 7th February, eighty eight of which – it was determined – were started deliberately.

line-of-fire

 

“…the report prepared by the Solicitor-General of the day, DM Chambers, and the Master of the Supreme Court said that many of these fires were caused by escapes from incinerators, breakaways from rubbish dumps, arson or landowners burning off without permission from a fire warden or in defiance of a permit being refused.” 1

It took just 5 hours for the fire to go through 652,360 acres; 1,293 homes; more than 1,700 other buildings, 80 bridges, 4,800 sections of power lines, 1,500 motor vehicles, at least 62,000 farm animals and more than 100 other structures. The total damage bill was $40 million in 1967 values.

aftermath

In 2007, on the 40th anniversary, Christine Milne addressed parliament: “It was a trauma for Tasmania. It is a small community and everybody knew someone who was in some way affected.”
That includes my family. My grandparents and my father were actively involved in fighting fires, trying to survive and losing material possessions.

pic-of-chimneys

As a teen I was inspired by this tale of our history to write the story. I’m not sure what caught my interest back then, but I know that when Dad wrote his memories of that day for the Channel Heritage Centre a couple of years ago, what caught me was the realisation of what a close thing it was. Dad coming home and finding the house full of smoke, not knowing where his mother was – I can just imagine the anxiety and dread. I can only imagine what Grandma, Dad and one of their neighbours sheltering on the edge of the dam, went through. Everything but the orchard burning. The smoke would have hung over them, the roar of the fire and the massive explosion of the newly filled fuel drums exploding would have filled their ears.

The 62 deaths represent the greatest number to perish as a result of a one-day natural disaster in Australian history. But as evidenced by the Australian people’s response in other tragedy’s before and since 1967, the generosity of Tasmanians and also mainlanders, was significant.
“Tasmanians faced with a large natural disaster…are incredibly generous, and at that time we were supported by the generosity of many people from the mainland. …We were overwhelmed by people sending clothes and the necessities of life. People gave up their shacks and any other accommodation they might have had to house people in the interim while they rebuilt their properties. I also want to acknowledge the fantastic efforts that community members and volunteers generally made, risking their own lives in many cases to help others.”2

I am pleased to say that I have been able to publish the story of my family in this event. It is a story that children can enjoy and I love that while it is about the grey Ferguson tractor, it is a true story. A story that brings to life an event that is fading into the mists of last century’s history.

Whilst the tractor has passed from our family’s hands, he has found a great owner in the Reardon family at Lymington. And he is still employed harrowing and plowing.

https://www.facebook.com/TheLittleGreyTractor/?ref=bookmarks

1. Christine Milne, 7 February 2007, Address to parliament
2. Christine Milne, 7 February 2007, Address to parliament

Project Quilting Challenge #8

I have recently stumbled across a quilting challenge from Persimmon Dreams (www.http://persimondreams.blogspot.com.au) . The premise is to follow a couple of rules and finish it within a week. This week the challenge was to create something based on the Carolina Lily.

carolina-lily

I sketched my design in Koorong West Ryde’s Cafe whilst escaping the heat wave here in Sydney (Australia). When I first planned it, I thought it would be great for a coaster. However, not having ever done piecing in this manner before, I think I underestimated the fiddly natural of it. I completed the coaster, but decided I could do much better!

I then decided that I would do it as a heat pad – utilising the thermal wadding I have recently purchased and again never used before.

It is 220mm x 220mm, and I am very pleased with how it turned out.

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The Little Grey Tractor

In just twenty days, on the 7th February, it will be the 50 year anniversary of Black Tuesday. Bushfires that claimed 62 lives, injured over 900, and burnt through over half a million acres of land in Southern Tasmania. Over 3000 homes and buildings, 1500 motor vehicles and 80 bridges were destroyed, and at least 62,000 farm animals killed.

There was 110 fires burning prior to this date, and many of them joined up to become an inferno. The worst of them was the Hobart one, which came within two kilometres of the CBD. It was a catastrophe of mammoth proportions both economically and personally. The total damage amounted to $40M in 1967 Australian dollar values. Seven thousand people were left homeless; including my father, his parents and siblings.

As a child I had heard the family story and as a teenager I wrote a childrens story for an English assignment, using this event as the background.

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In 2015 we had an extended family reunion, for which I had been reworking the twenty-six year old story. Dad gave a 10 minute telling of his experiences there, and then a year later was asked to write his memories of that day by the Channel Heritage Centre in Margate, which has a special section devoted to the Black Tuesday fires.
Some details of the story were new to me – or I had forgotten about them. Either way, they were written into the story, which has only added to the drama and poignancy.

Last week, TOLL hand-delivered to me, the first copy of this book. Initially I was going to have an artist illustrate the story, but it became something I took on to save a little money. Drawing, when you haven’t been in the flow of it, doesn’t come easily. However once I started the pictures seemed to flow from the pencil, far easier than I expected. Dealing with the publisher has given me some stress and annoyance. Needless to say there were many lessons learnt.
I am so pleased that the sometimes fraught, often challenging journey to publish this essentially family story, is complete.
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In a few weeks, I hope to have copies of the book available for those who wish to purchase it.

Masters Home Improvement

The 24th August 2016 – 5 years to the exact date of Braybrooks opening (Masters first store) – Woolworths announced that it was closing down and selling the assets of the Masters business.

It was devastating to realise that no one recognised the potential of this business or had the passion to take it on. For 6 and a half years I, and a few thousand employees, have been sweating, stressing, bleeding and crying over creating and operating one of the best businesses to open in this country. We may not have been able to turn a profit, and hindsight is a wonderful thing to enable us and our critics to see where things could have been done better, but this business was widely appreciated by consumers.

Not only did Masters customers appreciate the warm, engaging service, but our foray into the market forced the Big Green Box to improve the service offered by their own people. Hardware customers everywhere benefited. I can only hope that Metcash’s procurement of the HTH Company will serve to maintain these higher standards.

I have been touched by messages left on my Facebook announcement. Messages that make me realise that business savvy people around Australia, understand the passion, effort and quality of the Masters team. The lack of a buyer who could see the potential of the business, made me think that no one understood or appreciated what we had been trying to achieve. These comments let me know that there were people out there who did see, did appreciate, and were going to mourn our passing with us.

I want to personally thank those who have supported me on my journey with Masters – my family, my friends and my work colleagues. It has been at turns, a stressful, a fun, a wild and a scary ride. It has also been an immense privilege to be part of a start-up company of this magnitude. I have been on steep learning curves, some that I took with style, others that I crashed and burned on.

Through it all, the culture of this company has meant that Masters employees have been supportive of each other. This has enabled us to handle with grace the devastating announcement back on the 18th January (2016), that Woolworths no longer had the stomach to continue pushing into the Home Improvement market (at least 4 years shy of our potential break even date). The Store Environment Team, of which I have been a part for over 6 years, was the best team to have landed in this situation with. The support that each member has given to their fellow, will remain in my memories as legendary. I may never meet this culture and atmosphere ever again, but I will cherish the sweetness of friendships with work colleagues.

It is early days yet, but regardless of what the future holds for each of us, or wherever we end up, we are forever bonded through fires of adversity.

 

Apricot Towel

I wrote this earlier in the month, but am only now getting it loaded. It’s just a very busy time of the year, and I still enjoy hand writing my posts first.

Some years ago I had a significant birthday. You know the one with the key. A birthday that a few centuries before would’ve seen me labelled with the ‘spinster’ title.
I was given many lovely gifts some of which i still have to this day. One of the gifts was a towel with my name embroidered on it. An apricot towel. It was all good until the gift giver told me that they always tried to match the colour of the towel to the recipient. Who, hold on, me? Apricot?

I mean, my daily wardrobe consisted of red, blue, purple, fluro, black…bright colours, out-there combinations. I was (and still am to a certain extent) an outgoing, realistic, unsentimental, often brash person. Where the heck did apricot come in? Apricot represents old-fashioned, traditional, lady-like. Everything I was not. I thought “This person doesn’t know me” and got offended.

Fast forward a number of years (the number is irrelevant). I am less out-going, still a realist and often brash, but now I am abundantly sentimental! I still like bright colours but my combinations and ways of using them have become more understated and classic in leaning. I love reading older novels. Much of what is written today is full of the nasty side of life; superficial and dysfunctional relationships and/or sex. It’s not that the older novels are not realistic, it’s just that the focus is not on the darker side of life, but on the better.

I relish older movies too – and the newer animated ones – for their simple, uncomplicated enjoyment.

I will tear up at sad stories, happy stories and my heart strings are pulled by frail elderly. Sad TV adverts will get me teary. People dying in real life, on TV or in books make me cry.

I may not get emotional enough to cry about anything in my own life (once in a blue moon); but others can move me to tears very quickly.

Apricot is not a bad colour. My towel is faded now, only a hint of the apricot colour remains. Yet I still look at that towel and remember the indignation I felt. It has however been borne in me over the last year or two, that maybe it was not the gift giver who did not know me. Maybe I did not know myself.

#21st #towel #apricot

On My Worst Day, You Still Love Me

I was listening to Mercy Me’s Welcome To The New album this week while travelling to and from work. It is not the first time I have listened to it – nor will it be the last. Song number 8 Wishful Thinking starts with these lines: “Lord is it possible, to get this far and just now understand who You are”.

Every so often I am struck anew by Gods awesomeness. Or maybe it’s His immense grace, His faithfulness or His never ending love.

Do you know the feeling? When it’s like you see it for the first time? I do. For the most part I’m usually hit by something that I already know. The chorus in Wishful Thinking has these lines: “Could it be that on my worst day, how you love me still will not change.”

Driving home this week (a week in which I have felt on edge and not dealt well with others), I was struck by the truth in these words.

God’s love for me is not bound up in how good a person I am.

I know this. I knew this.

Yet it felt so new an idea.

Why?

I think that Satan loves to distract us from the wonder of what God has done for us, the beauty of His love and grace.

Casting Crowns has a song (Waiting on the Night to Fall) about the ‘old man’ living out the back, who we’ve forgotten about. “He knows he’ll never have your soul, but he will gladly rob you blind. While you’re feasting at his table, He’ll tie your hands and numb your mind”. We need to be constantly reminded of God’s goodness – well I know I do. The further into the world I stray – dipping that toe into the night life – the more I ‘forget’ the generous privilege I have as one of God’s children. Hang on, it’s just a toe! I’m not wading….“He’ll take you further than you want to go”…then a wave comes in splashing to my knees…”He’ll keep you longer than you want to stay”…Suddenly the it’s not just a toe, it’s half a leg. “And it will cost you more than you ever thought you’d pay”.

It seems so innocent, yet anything that drags you away from a deep intimate relationship with God the Father, is what Satan is aiming for. He hates God, and Gods love for us, His children, puts us squarely in Satan’s sight.

I need constant reminders – fickle human that I am – to ensure that I stay connected with God. Aaaand avoid putting my toes into situations where I can end up in far deeper than I intended to be.

Living with feeling a bit on the outside of the world looking in, is far better than feeling and living with regret.

Mercy Me Wishful Thinking  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MUrUY6dEhuE

Casting Crowns Waiting on the Night to Fall  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KQiydcNZhvw